I find it kinda sad.
It was never what you thought it was.
Alas, you will never see it.
Not that you have any ounce of interest to ever find out, anyway.
At the end of it, I just don’t want to allow someone to chip away a part of me more than he already did, knowing full well what he is capable of.
Then again, I already knew from Day 1, didn’t I?
Well, I am just afraid. We all are. I just have more reasons to be so than most people, that’s all.
*HUGS*
How do you stay strong? I’ve been a reader for years, and I’m inspired by your strength despite everything’s that’s been thrown at you. Right now I’m going through some difficult times, and I find myself so weak, unable to display anything close to the strength you show. I’m really impressed by you. Keep going, stay strong.
Joey: Thanks for being always around
Chel: Either because a part of me is dead, or I have learnt to block it out successfully by being in denial most of the time. Either way, laughs, I don’t want to know how.
I think, with experience, I have learnt that everything passes with time, the goods, the bads, this too, shall past. We just ride it out, till some day it will get better.
It will get better, only if you tell yourself, and believe so.
I hope you have the strength to get by, and the pain will lessen as each day passes.
My email is in the contact, if you need anyone, just drop me a mail, anytime
Thank you. (: