I used to think what are some of the things I will really, really wanna do before my skin sags to the floor, and set out to strike them off the list. The list of things-to-do is not exactly lean, and thankfully, I am not too greedy and those that I don’t feel as strongly for, there is no urge in me to fulfil it.

Say, example, Japan. I don’t mind not visiting Japan, ever in my life. Someday maybe, but just not yet to be on the list.

Thankfully, being pushed out of my comfort zone, meant I have struck off some of those things from the list from the past couple of years… and I take some form of comfort from there.

I was wondering what I could possible do more.

And then I decided to explore the list of “Things I would never have the balls to do” and things “I will never consider or imagine myself doing”.

To complete the wants in my life is good, but it is overcoming the reluctance in my life that is going to be challenging, and brings on even more gratification, methinks.

And when I say “reluctance” it is more about like overcoming my vertigo, maybe someday take on my fear for public speaking and do a play or something…

… Just don’t expect me to don Chelsea or Liverpool gear and try out a relationship with the clubs. I am not cheap in that way.