I am not sure if it reflects a part of me with the incessant dreams of vampires, which most of the time are like cheesy, low-budget spin-offs of Twilight.

But it gave what Twilight franchise couldn’t give me, the surreal, vivid, and realistic feel.. that it was almost like watching a movie in 4D, and I was my own lead, though sometimes the heart-pounding I can do without.

Last night, I had yet another of such Vampire dreams, my 3rd, or perhaps 4th so far.

It was an action pack, yet dramatic, yet lust-filled, yet totally… excitable cos everything in it was so forbidden.

Like say, Mission Impossible meets Twilight meets some other movies..

I blame it on the excessive movies I have been watching these couple of months. I had watched 15 movies in a month, and all the plots, stories, scenerios and sceneries proved to have left a lasting impact.

So there was a dream of me being a vampire and hanging out with fellow vampires, and the most vivid part was me flying about and around, and my speed took me up the building by the walls.

(Like how Edward Cullen had plenty of speed, and remember those vampires playing baseball with those thunderous speed? You get the drift)

And the hunt for blood and the sweet scent of it (if you read the fourth instalment of the series, you would know what I mean.. I was dreaming myself to be Bella. HAHAHA!)

That was perhaps the only time I got to be a vampire, and the flying and swooshing was fun, cos I could almost feel the speed in my face despite it being just a dream.

Then I had another dream, of vampires, which was vague, and didn’t leave quite as big an impact. I remember I was almost converted, and it should have left a bigger impact, cos I did dream of Edward Cullen in the form of R Patz. I blame my subconsciousness for not taking the chance to like play out another scene from Book 4. The one that involved plenty of physical actions. Ahem.

I am such a prude in my dreams.

Last night was someone from my past, of yet another chinggalongchong boy from Chinese High eons ago. But of the story plot and scale of the dream, last night’s was perhaps worthy of a Hollywood production.

High octane drama when another group of vampires (in the corporate world, mafia style) was after this friend of mine, whom I was once attracted to more than a decade ago.

As I encountered explosions, ambushed lifts, and escaped from assassins out to get my life cos well, I was working for said friend of mine and I had no idea it was a vampire war.

And the funny thing was in the dream, I was in one of those car chases (I have a feeling cos of my driving lessons), and when the car screeched to a stop, I was at this beautiful landscape (must be a big budget dream that I get to travel!), and I started asking for answers.

We managed to hide at a posh hotel, in a presidential suite.

Then the secret came tumbling out, and I was actually looking forward for him to “convert” me. I was literally tempting him to do so, so there was lotsa necking and tumbling around the bed (even though it wasn’t a sexual dream hahaha!) he was trying to refrain, just like Edward did in Twilight.

I was almost like a guy in heat, thinking to myself, “Suck me, dammit!“.

I cannot explain why but my dream gave me quite a thrill. I woke up feeling damn disappointed I wasn’t converted in the dream. BAH.

If dream interpretations can be anything to be trusted…

Vampires, for most people, represent powerful and evil creatures. Dreaming about vampires suggests that the dreamer may be feeling overwhelmed in some areas of his or her life and is struggling with negative thoughts, feelings, and actions. You may be currently concerned about ethical or moral issues and are experiencing anxiety as a result. The vampire represents personal attributes or negative habits that drain energy and resources or cause emotional exhaustion. If you are being attacked by a vampire, you may perceive yourself as a powerless victim. Interpreting this dream’s message may help you to identify the source of your negative feelings and helplessness.

Seeing a vampire in your dream, symbolizes seduction and sensuality, as well as fear and death. The vampire represents contrasting images of civilized nobility and aggression/ferocity. It may depict someone in your waking life whose charm may ultimately prove harmful. Deep down inside you know that this person is bad for you, yet you are still drawn to it. Alternatively, to see a vampire suggests that you are feeling physically or emotionally drained. The vampire may also be symbolic for someone who is addicted to drugs or someone in an obsessive relationship.

But I doubt they have updated the definition of it after Twilight, cos it would have meant sexiness, romance, and embodies Edward Cullen. Tsk.

And oh dear, why are people from the past coming to suck me emotionally? And does that mean I am addicted to Edward Cullen since I dreamt that I was romancing him in my dreams?

Tsk, so worrying.

It is funny how sometimes my own dreams intrigued me so much. Let’s just hope I have more grade A big-budgeted production style dreams for me to live my life vicariously through them.