Ever since I stepped into local casino on my birthday, I have been to the casino 5 times, of which 2 times were just utilising the 24 hours levy to go back the next day.

I am such a shameless gambler. :X

Though in my defence I need to say that I do have a limit, which is freaking low compared to those I have seen playing at the tables, and I do have a way to minimise my loss, by pure mathematical calculations, and of most times I was there, I could test out my system.

Though sometimes, gut feel is quite a worthy system.

And it still doesn’t explain why I ain’t here. Thoughts are churned out at high speed, and sometimes I wish there is a voice recorder in my head and there will be a ready blog post.

I am just enjoying the peace, and trying to improve things generally, though the issue with Mum just seem pretty daunting and bleak at times.

I just hope I pull it through.

This is just a post to say hi, to whoever is still here.