The most hectic month is finally concluding and here is to a new beginning in October.

Didn’t mean to go “MIA” from friends/phone calls, but then the back to back meetings plus post-work commitments had managed to suck the last ounce of energy from me, and I succumbed to retail therapy when I am in between rushing here and there to get my bare room of relief.

I just want to have a good, long rest, and a break for myself physically, mentally, and emotionally.

A good read, some time to finish my courses(though my fear for failure is constantly hindering the progress), to write to release those clammed up thoughts, and maybe finally some time to catch up with friends. An unbridled crying session to detox might be good since I am just so… exhausted.

And just… stay put, and feel the stability and calmness of it all, like I finally have some today, though I had thought even today was gonna be occupied by endless things that are happening.

There were many times in past few weeks I dozed off unglamourously in between all the rushing, with the inability to control all the fatigue I was trying to fight.

I had even went on 3 days without any nicotine boost without realising.

I think I am really lost in this world of my own.

Maybe I will try to find something when I finally get ample peace from today.

Couldn’t load the pictures, so have yet to upload pictures to facebook. Bummer!

It is definitely good to be back.