Stupidity. Is.
Tapping your access card, opening the door to the office, wondering where your desk is after a toilet trip, to realise you got off the lift one floor early, and is in another office.
Stupidity. Is.
Wanting to blog another episode of stupidity, then I can’t remember how or why I was stupid…. uh…
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Woke up feeling kinda cold today, after having one of those “conscious” sleeping nights. It was probably 2 when I finally coaxed my body to yield to the fatigue, but my mind was wide awake till later, and yet I was dreaming.
Dad will be in the hospital for 3 days at the end of the month and I am contemplating of taking leave to take care of him and cook for him.
And he had indulged in yet another toy by trading in his car for a new one, which tempts me to pick up driving, again, like finally, before I finally meet someone who will fetch me to work every morning regardless where he stays. Giggles. A girlie told me how it MUST be a pre-requisite, and only drivers need apply since it will be heels and pretty dresses and sexy pencil skirts friendlier.
I was thinking more of how we can drop Minibean off at childcare.
Of course, this routine must be repeated in the evening too, then we can pick Minibean up from school!
And it will never be a hassle because he doesn’t see it as a chore.
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I am enjoying CSI: NY this season, especially after mid-season.
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I think I have somewhat ran out of words.
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I think I am overly cautious with what I blog because I do not want things to be used against me… it the, well, below the belt way, which I know some people are pretty capable of doing.
Then again, being always surrounded by lovely girlies these days, I guess I have been pretty pampered since sifting out of some weeds (not anything illegal, ahem) in my life along the way, and it kinda made me complacent.
It has come to a point I don’t know how to verbalise nor describe, that sometimes…. I will let you see things yourself.
You know, you know?
Sometimes it is through such episodes in life, that it can be interesting/annoying/disappointing/disgusting/amusing to see reactions of people who are involved/not involved, that you can observe the real selves you probably overlooked.
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Post meeting in far-east on Tuesday, met up with Wifey at Holland Village to grocery shop, before we went to her place to prepare dinner.
Santa is really such a sweetie, and he is still unsure, afraid, and insecure. He tried chewing on my fats and it was ticklish, and I wonder if he was going to bite the housemate jewels since it was at its height of reach.
And then there was delivery of durian pancakes.
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Caught Angels and Demons on Wednesday. Tom Hanks is so hot. Rome is so hot. Sistine Chapel is so awesome. I heaved lustily when I saw the streets I graced and paced. Almost orgasmic as I let out gasps in awe of… oh well.
But the show does not follow the book religiously(pun unintended), and sometimes it is hard to beat something already etch deeply in your imagination. Nonetheless, I didn’t think the film is disappointing if you watch it without knowing the story.
And then, I feel like going back to the city I so adore just to revisit the places in the show…. and witness my team to win the Champions League.
Le sigh…
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A taxi uncle told us his heartbreak story. And I told him he was being selfish.
I am such a competent carebear.
Must get some tips from the master.
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Then it was crossiant sandwich, with grinded nerves.
Tears with the kneecaps on the floor don’t quite cut it anymore, and it fueled me further.
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Last night’s was… do I care, really?
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Much to do, much to build up.
Slowly, but surely.
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I can’t seem to blog.
