A threat came in with the revelations, and I have to lock it up. Not the cowardy way I want to do so, but I believe the sudden jump in the statistic did mean news travel fast enough for quite a number of people read it or bloglines did its job pretty well.
Nonetheless, if you want to read it, feel free to email me at joewei.ting at gmail dot com for the password.
By no means am I ashamed of what I wrote, and it is one of my flaws and my past. I am muted now, and slightly annoyed.
My colleague told me I should just abandon this space with the post, and he can always help me to rebuild my life.
I think that was the sweetest thing said to me today.
Of course, all of you others who read it and responded. Much appreciated.

o.o” Y the lock up ? I am curious..what u write in post being locked up? U write blog so well..it make me to think How write well.. I cant write and express as well as u do..
Hi Janice,
I don’t write well, I kinda just spew whatever that comes to mind, not so wise sometimes.. maybe just go with your feelings, will do
i write about things i did, how i react, things. things that mattered, and things that didn’t matter.
and the lock out is because, people are afraid of dirty laundry out in the open, and can’t live with consequences
startears; hey babe, been wondering where you have been! I have emailed you, and you too take care *hugs*
Mmm.. I dunno what happened exactly, was out of town over the weekend.
However, no matter what, do whatever you think is right, and will benefit you.
Take care! *hugs*