Quite quaintly, one of my earlier posts had prompted an unexpected reaction.

Channelnewsasia.

Basically a blog of higher readership(sorry, I really don’t have much readership to begin with), is of course, to others, a mass weapon of destruction.

But why did I even start a blog in the first place, for the past don’t know Godknowshowmanyyears?

Cos it is personal.

I don’t even care if people wanna think of me as a slut with the explicit details of my sex life once penned, an irrational bitch with the endless rants about my life, a no-clue bimbo who got knocked up when she barely had a job…

… but that’s why I stayed true to my blog.

I am what I write.

Sometimes I write without thinking who are reading, who are prying, and truth is, I know many who are still reading are just waiting for some explosive expose and so they could go to some forum to talk about, and not much are real “fans” of mine anyway.

That did not stop me.

I don’t get involved with who meets who, who hits whose blogs, who links to mine, and… whatever and all.

Because that isn’t what a personal space is all about?

So, I am not sorry there are people who likes to read my blog that much. I am not sorry that I became channelnewsasia when I am not the one who gave others my blog address.

I am not sorry for blogging about who lied to me, who did what, and what affected me.

I am not sorry for personal accounts of what happened, and I am not sorry for putting up the number.

If you want the number to be down, tell me, call me, they have my number. For the respect I have for you, I will. My email is joewei.ting at gmail dot com.

All I put down in my blog is that he lied(which he admitted), she lied(which she admitted), and I am no longer convinced who is speaking the truth.

But if the number is used for personal use between them, then it was something personal, and I will blog about it like I always had, personal to me. And if you really wanna sue me because I put your company in a bad light, then… uh, shouldn’t your staff have known not to use company phone as a decoy for the communications of their affairs/whatever since the things received were hardly of work?

And I can’t be sure if it was their one-sided lie again to use your name in vain. I hope you understand that.

With your threats of taking me to court, I am not afraid to show who/what you already assumed me to be, most likely to be the same rant of what was irrationally said (“fuck you, fucking bitch, i will make your life miserable” remember?) over the phone to me just a couple of weeks back. And yes, I am used to be painted as that, and as much as I don’t think so, I realise perception is one hard thing to overcome, and I don’t intend to.

I am a pauper and I lost as much as I could, and I have nothing more to lose.

But really, in all honesty, it has got nothing to do with him, cos with utmost respect, you are the teacher he always speaks most fondly about, and relentlessly state how much he learnt from you. He said he is who he is because he learnt from the best. So using him as a messenger, isn’t fair, nor effective, cos.. uh, I don’t know to believe or not?

Yes, I pushed him the speak the truth to you because I am tired of his lying. You know how a person can beg and then say everything in desperation, and then forget it the next? He promised and said many things, and it was a case of “you said you would do it, so why didn’t you?”. It probably wasn’t the nicest thing, but could it be any better should he just leave, like this? It would have been like a betrayal to you without you knowing, though I am sure it is nothing short of a disappointment.

I am not sure even why you are now involved in this, maybe because youngsters like us can’t deal with our own shit anymore, and I am sorry you are now forced to read my blog because you have to. Truth is, you do have 2 capable staff, which are unfortunately entangled in this episode of deceit.

But really, having said that, in the first place, that just showed that the number didn’t belong to Andy, did it?

Like wifey once told me, people can don’t read my blog if they don’t like to. But apparently, that will not stop people from getting their fix of addiction.