The thing about changes is… I don’t believe a person could change for the better, it can only be for the worse.

Having said that, there are also certain things that can’t be changed, no matter what.

And yet when it is time for self-preservation, we convince ourselves and others that things can indeed be changed, and the past can be the past.

Alas, neither do I believe in that.

I have been in pieces recently. My morale plunged, and self esteem scattered all over the place.

I simply don’t care. There are too many people in this world you must not give 2 hoots to should you wanna survive.

I don’t see myself picking up the pieces yet.

When a part of us dies, it doesn’t get revived.

Never.

And I cannot live on like this. Not anymore.

It takes a bit of gift to be such a failure like me, you know?