I know very late, but still, I think the girls put up a great fight. Of course, Phelps was amazing as well on Sunday.

And besides Olympic, and having my days filled with the little one, my life is pretty much filled with nothing.

Of course, there were the brilliant mahjong sessions over last Thursday and Friday, which saw my mum happily taking over my seat, and annoyed the hell out of other players.

And how she would be telling others I am a liar, when I answered her honestly when she asked some irrelevant questions about baby. Which is strange, cos for the questions she asked, there were no reasons why I should lie. My baby leh, lie for what?! Then, it was evident why I don’t ever bother talking to her, nor answer her questions. Cos there simply is no point.

Tell truth you say this, tell you something, you assume the worst of things, talk so much to you whatever fuck for?

But it kept her happy whilst she nagged and said stupid things due to her own pettiness, and it is good to keep her happy. I think when she puts away her ignorance, she could be lovely.

It is simply sad today when Dad drove me to work, and he sighed as he said, “It is very sad for her one you know, next time, she will be such a lonely person cos she is so hard to get along.”

I know exactly what he is talking about. She is often so negative about things that when I try to break the ice and share things with her, she puts me down and slams me immediately. There is a point that it could get tiring to try.

Last Thursday we had 2 mahjong tables, and it was buzzing at home. It felt good. At least there was some company for her as well.

Anyway.

It hasn’t been easy days for me these days. My heart feels unusually heavy with the departure of one colleague. Not someone extremely close to me, but somehow, the usual emotional me can’t help but feel a stir.

When I set out to join my present company, I have a plan to stay here and outlast longer than many thought I would. And thereafter, the wonderful gang here made me feel comfortable enough to slip into the comfort zone I so sought after.

And when the balance is disrupted, it just gets morale low.

Maybe that’s why, the posts here are getting few.