So it wasn’t quite as explosive as it was supposed to be.

Anyway, I haven’t been blogging because things have been a bit complicated these days. My present company went to great lengths in an attempt to get me to stay, and truth to be told, the carrots are absolutely tempting.

And I was surprised, definitely. Especially that of a female manager whom… isn’t that close to me, and yet had initially planned for an internal transfer so I would be under her. She expressed her shock at the knowledge of my departure, and as we seldom converse, her replies that came was somewhat unexpected….

Then again, after the happenings, hoo-has and the bidding games, I was confused. I was uncertain. I mean, I did waver. It is like being attached to someone and the familiarity makes it hard to move on.

And then, it wasn’t easy. I want things to be cordial and the split to be amicable. I don’t want my memories of this place tainted. I am a romantic like this.

Sometimes between what is right, what is wrong, what is politically correct, and what I should be doing to protect my self interests .. all these discernment, elude me.

In the process, I might have made people unhappy. I should really curb my brutal honesty. Because at the end of it, I feel like I have done a great disservice to some people for telling the absolute truth.

Confidentiality is there for a reason. Taboos are not meant to be tested. They have left too much awkwardness in between that stifled.

I guess at a point like this, there is little thing for me to do, but to leave, and start everything afresh.

The girl awaiting an answer from the management this afternoon should be giving me a big, fat treat. Cos my answer, shall be to her advantage.