So.
Big Tin of milk powder, check.
Blanket, check.
Pillow, check.
My own baby pillow, oh, check.
Spare clothes from the bamboo poles, check.
One set of clean undies and a set of work clothes, check.
Pram, check.
Diapers. Bought from petrol kiosk. Check.
Work stuff. Check.
Door to my room, lock.
At 11.30pm, I ran away from home, with baby in tow.
Dad was already out, trying to get away from all the madness. This morning, I found out he never went home either, but opted to stay in his office for the night. I had tears in my eyes when I heard how he is suffering as much as well.
That ended the eventful night that I have no wish to recall.
Wah. Really damn drama, man.
*pat*
Could I suggest a parenting courses which teaches what is acceptable boundaries (looks like your mom needs it too). Nobody should abuse you like that, especially from your own family.
Sadly my mom is similar and enjoys verbally abusing people around her. My advice is never ever let such people get away with it because they will come back hurting you more. The message you want to send across is “THE ABUSE STOPS HERE”.
Unfortunately, my mom doesn’t get it and thinks that she is damn right on everything she says. Hope your mom ain’t the same as mine.
I thought I am the only one with a crazy mom.
I can hardly feel the love from her.
She likes to insult me, which made me ponder if I was picked up from a rubbish chute.
But after her insults, I will still forgive her, afterall, she is my mom.
thanks lip
but the past 2 days have been nothing but nice and peaceful. well thats possibly because we r not home.
alkhoo: oh my mum is such too. she also spins what she thinks is happening and not listen to any others.
AG: Of course we all will forgive, and eventually simmer and not feel anger. but then, it just makes it…. strange, and distant… like you are bracing yourself for the next round constantly and you have to make yourself cold so you don’t feel as vulnerable the next time.
Yes, I agree. I often envy those friends who are very close with their mom. I often wished to have a mom like that, but reality sucks. I often wish I can feel the love from my mom, but unfortunately, I feel more of the love from my dad instead of my mom.
I wish I have mum like effy’s!