Seriously, there is nothing to update. And the too happening stuff are too overwhelming for a peaceful space like this. You know, like seriously, after I tried to tame this space and make it a boring-er and less scandalous space, it has became the way I like it, boring, anti-socially and absolutely yawn-inducing.

So you will never really know what you are getting. Hurhurhur.

Half the week has passed, and I am still feeling totally anti-social.

I finally finished with Jodi Picoult’s Perfect Match and I have OD-ed on her books(though I am still quite looking forward to The Pact).

Thus, I am now reading Dan Brown’s Angels and Demons.

I slept an incredible 11 hours yesterday, with the book in my hand, and only woke up this morning, in time for work.

I reach home very “on-time” these days, never venturing out in the evening, just to make sure I am not over-spending. I even took a bus, went through all the motion-sickness, so that I could strug.. sashay in my heels to get myself a nice dinner yesterday evening, just so to reward myself.

Not very good move, especially after a heavy lunch at Sentosa with my colleagues to bid farewell to a nice colleague. It’s a nice place, and we should head there for lunch more often. What an indulgence! Though I must remind myself not to turn up in slippers cos it will just risk me being turn away.

I feel like I am a beach whale, like seriously.

Was at a shoot today, and the male model was trying to “educate” us his theory on diet, and I tsk-tsked at myself for all the wrong things I have been doing.

Maybe it has to do with the fact that I am into my Day 7(actually, more…), and for that, I gave in to one, and realised I don’t quite miss it.

I faltered.

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“There’s something I quite never tell you before. I don’t ever like her from the start, cos of all the bad vibes she gave me.”

And when you see certain things clearer, you might realise all the signs were there, just that, maybe, you just didn’t want to believe.

And maybe, that’s why, all that came out from Ting today, is nothing but negativity, that reeks of cynicism and drips of merciless sarcasm.

Sadly, those are meant for people, who were once, close to our hearts.

And the saddest word of them all, is “once”.