I once strongly denied I am a bimbo.

But huh, my clumsiness/cluelessness/blurness seems to up a notch these days. Especially today.

Sometimes I laugh at myself. Sometimes when I am laughing at myself together with others, I feel a slight pinch within as I tried not to let my tears make their way out.

Whoever knows tears could weigh THAT much. Tsk tsk.

I really am a wuss.

I am such a fucking crybaby. Roar!

And I can still laugh at that moment, you know!

I think I am really trying too hard to show I am not a bimbo and that I am not that useless.

Who am I kidding, maybe there is really nothing to prove. Except right.