It wasn’t once, but thrice, different someones had commented that I am complex in recent days. Too complex, in fact.
I really am simple.
I set myself on auto-pilot mode, and walk as far the distance my legs would bring me. I may be too much of a klutz to look out for the wall right before me, or the waiting open-drain which I have no doubt plant a leg into.
It happens once too many, you have no idea.
I think I am just lucky I haven’t unwittingly ventured into a minefield. I think I did, but somehow, like what was always said over mahjong table(thank you Uncle Keith for being inspiring once in a blue moon!), “Fortune favours the brave”, and I healed from the scars.
Or maybe, God just has a high tolerance for stupidity.
I didn’t die.
But walking into walls, and well camouflaged glass doors can be tiring, exhausting, and not forgetting the long-term concussion that follows.
I do believe I am having a concussion right now.
And the stupidity that leads me to make choices out of the social norms, is hardly deserving of being termed ‘complex’.
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I watched the sky changing its hues yesterday morning. Dark. To. Bright. Somewhat, like what Charissa’s Chinese name means.
No sunrise for me since I am staying at the wrong part of the island.
Nonetheless, I was back to a place that holds much of my innocence, and a reminder of who I once was.
I sat there and watched the glistering waters, seeing the fishes jump, and turtles swim… it brought a sense of serenity I have longed for all these while.
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By the time I grabbed some sleep, it was already 10 in the morning.
Woke up in the late afternoon, and met up with Uncle Keith and FF for dinner at Marmalade Pantry @ Holland V, before we made our way to FF’s for a threesome.
Almost 8 hours, Uncle Keith’s chips were cleanly wiped out.
And a darn cockroach fucking violated my feet, which made me hyperventilate pretty badly, and I was surprised the high-pitch screams didn’t do much damages.
I remember an ex-boyfriend once commented I have this impossible “gift” of attracting cockroaches. Pests are attracted to me 
Okay. Heading out.
Bye.
Poor Uncle Keith…another Victim…guess there’s always a price to pay in the company of two beauties.
Hahaha, so did he take his revenge on you guys tonight? Hope you guys had fun. If it didn’t rain so heavily in the evening i might have dropped by:)
I was nearly made the scapegoat, that’s all I can say
Guess you will hear about it from the other beauty soon.
where got simplicity.
your this post itself already says you are not …
and trust me.
You are not… you are as complex and unique as they get !!!
I love chuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu *muacks
Shaun: Haha i heard from the beauty and disgruntled uncle. we should play soon!
JD: oi, this post so simple can?? i ish simple. very simple. hahaha. i love chu too!
Yea boy, we should play soon. Was telling FF sometime next week will be goodf, hope you’ll be able to make it then.
But seriously last night was one of the nicest mahjong sessions I had with lots of laughter. You all are nice, funny people lah
Hope you had fun, FF was still worried u guys wouldn’t get along.
NB. last night was one of the nicest, then that time play with me never hear u say!
Well Keith is really hilarious and friendly mah…no holds barred jabs af FF and her back at him…felt so out of place I told them I can leave early and let them have their own fun…so extra…hehe
It was definitely fun with you the first time too but guess maybe I was feeling kinda awkward/shy with meeting you for the first time and at a lost for words bah. Me like FF mah.
Don’t worry when I am there u won’t feel out of place.
Oh you like FF so thats why you awkward with me around huh?! HORHORRRR! new scandal.
Miss Ting, “like FF” as in similar to her lah…me also shy lah. Guys cannot be shy meh. -_-lll
Haiyoh…little bit only auntie alert come on and wana start gossiping liao…hahaha
hahahaha i learn it from the best auntie. Auntie FF. don’t tell me u havent realised from last night’s session
haha…maybe I slow lah.
hahaha. by the way, i am awfully shy too. ff can attest to that.
Really? Then the next time you must down half a beer first before we play.
Dreary weekend. Coming close to three years, we’re taking a break for reasons (some) that I never knew existed.