The past few days have been fulfilling, and amazingly interesting.

Though there are still decisions to be made, just so I don’t hurt people around me. It is always hard to maintain that kind of balance, isn’t it?

I do feel that there is a need for me to voice out about single motherhood, but I am just worried about how it might affect my parents, especially if I intend to be very open about it.

I have the choice to hide my face away, but personally, I do not see the need to.

Though after speaking to a couple of friends, they do think that there is a need for me to protect Minibean, and, my parents.

The day when I decided to “come out” openly on this site, that was already the first step.

But people who surf in here, are either people who already know me in person, or have followed my blog enough to pass their own judgment. Either that, they are of an accepting generation.

What would other people, say, the general public, especially the traditional, Chinese-speaking ones?

Or my parents’ friends?

I am starting to get apprehensive.

So, what’s your take?

I don’t really want to be away for next week. There are so many things I can’t leave behind.

Worse still, I have to miss the launch of the new female magazine – Vanilla.

*Sulks*

I don’t want to be away.