For the 2 weeks before, CBB was pretty aggressive, and it came to a halt last week.

Ironically, EBB, whom I haven’t heard from for a blardy long time, suddenly messaged me out of the blue over the weekend.

All was quiet with CBB, and EBB seemed to be really concerned(I try not to read too much into how genuine his concern was) with what has been going on with my life.

***

I spent last night suppering with SBB, and I have been eating too much these days. I just wouldn’t stop.

It is no wonder the girlies all commented how it is pretty obvious that my face is a bit meatier.

I think I want to go on appetite suppressant.

Sometimes in life, when things come too soon, and the timing isn’t right, you just have to try again to get things going, so that you would finally get what you want. If you want it bad enough, that is.

That came from nowhere, doesn’t it? Don’t ask me why.

***

Just before SBB was going off, I tempted him with the sweet seduction he couldn’t resist.

I casually played my media player, and he crumbled into my arms and leaned in on my chest as he sat through the entire show despite having to work the next day(well well, he is a task-completer, that’s why after few minutes into the show, he couldn’t bring himself to walk off halfway).

I snaked my arms round him, over his shoulders, from the back, and with no support for my back, I think that pretty much explains my backache today.

But it was really, really nice. To be able to relax like this and just… spend time, with the occasional pecks on his forehead and cheeks as the show went on.

Sweet sweets.

***

I sometimes wonder about this trophy-thingy.

I know it is inevitable sometimes, but I absolutely loathe it if I know how I am just another trophy, with a tombstone just to tabulate ‘scores’.

It’s like.. you know, those animal heads hanging on the wall(must be watching too much CSI), like specimens, as if there is a point to make.

I don’t know where that come from either.

***

I thought my days would be freed up by next week but I obviously didn’t forsee the schedule that is in for me for the rest of the month.

Dammit. I am just nominated for a new role in the company, and I think the responsibilities will mean it is harder for me to let go some stuff.

I went back company for meeting today before heading to Clarke Quay to meet Potato.

That girlie lost so much weight and is so pretty.

We chilled until Debbie joined us, and it was just a quiet evening with the skinny fire extinguisher right behind us.

We left after doing something really naughty.

I am so tired but I know there are investment reports to make and backlogs to clear. Bleah.

I love the new mall at Clarke Quay.

I love hanging out with fabulous company like the 2 ladies.

I have much errands to run tomorrow, mainly banking stuff. Appointments and meetings tomorrow too! Well, at least working in a bank means I can just pop down to do transactions.

I very the sad.

Dad today issued me a cheque and I was so devastated when I realised he spelt my name wrongly.

It is like.. HELLO?! Dad! You gave me the name, and then now you write wrongly? I haven’t complained about how you are like showering all your love on Miniban and not me anymore. *Sulks*

Heh.

I am so unwanted, can?

***

I am so blardy hungry and I have no idea why. I am trying to resist ordering McDee’s at such obscene hours.

I had my dinner, nipped their food, and I am still hungry.

I don’t want to grow fat.