I am so tired I could hardly blog.
I spent more time with my comfy Birkies(good buy!) more than my pillow…
I couldn’t sleep well last night. I only vaguely remember a wet dream(it was.. soooooo real, and the male lead is someone known a friend! -gasp-) in the midst of the documents-induced dreams. I swear I was dreaming work throughout as I tossed and turned with aching hips.
I haven’t been sleeping well for 2 nights. 5 hours of sleep each night is simply not enough.
And when you think the term ‘morning sickness’ is far and away, I have that queasy feeling in me for the whole of today.
I started the day with an ejected dose of stomach acid, and puked Ribena after I saw Potatomus Wanyi.
My throat feels burnt.
A kind lady asked if I was 3 and half months gone as I threw up 3 times in the washroom, Wanyi and I had to convince her I was not in my 1st trimester but my last.
My colleague had wondered why my ’5 months’ tummy is still so tiny, when I had to set the record straight that I am 2 and half months beyond that.
My boss thought I was growing big.
Some people didn’t think I look knocked up.
I think Dad still doesn’t know how fast he is going to be a grand-dad.
We had a funny conversation the other day, and I am convinced my Dad is evil. Very.
I am too tired to elaborate, but would do so once I get a breather this week… if I do get one.
Meanwhile, I will breathe.
I hope you too.
Sometimes, you can’t expect those around you to understand when you refuse to show your emotions. Since you wanna hide it, how are they supposed to see it?
Chin up, head high, breathe.
Yay~! first to comment!! Inhaleeeeeeee Exhaleeeeeeee
Mommy should not think so much… Later little one stressed also…
Hey..relax, ok?
And try to catch more rest so that minibean will be strong and healthy
You seem to be having too little sleep!
are you married? ;o)
Have been following your blogs on and off since last year. I am also a single mother of 1. Hang in there! God Bless!
Must be the glow of a mummy-to-be… :p
Take care, and rest more. I think you ain’t having sufficient sleep. =)
Call in sick next week. Forget about work for 1-2 days. Health more impt.
amber: hahaha, I think she is pretty stressed already!
Ah Mao: I have been trying to catch more rest this weeek but it is almost impossible. It is work again tomorrow.. so…… dreadful. After Wed will be cool, cos I will have an unit trip next week too.
Skualine: Fortunately(or unfortunately), I am not! hahaha.
Fitti: Love your blog! You little prince might be minibean’s mr right in the future you know!
God bless too darling.
Startears: What glow? I am drained and attacked by fatigue most of the time…
Lancerlord: Tsk tsk.. this week sure cannot call in sick. But next week will be pretty alright.
I hope.
Next 2 days are crucial.. very.
rest rest rest rest rest!
have been praying for you and minibean.
rest well babe. hugs.
have you thought of any names?
Single Motherhood is not easy but I know you can do it. Doing it all alone is better than being in it with someone who is not willing to. If there is anything you need from me, hospital info, playgyms location etc etc, anything at all, do drop me a message. I am so glad to know that you are very well-loved by your friends. They are extremely important during times like this. Minibean will be very proud of what you do for her when she grows up. =)
Esther: I finally have some rest last night though I still can’t meet the 8 hours mark *sulks* Thanks for the prayers!
Nadnut: I have thought of 101 silly names which she would end up hating me for.. haha but Clarissa seems like the choice at this moment =D
Maybe I should start a post and get people to contribute ideas heh.
Fitti: Your second point is exactly my sentiments
I am not sure if she would be proud, cos I have a slight fear she would one day tell me she would rather me not choosing this cos of whatever repercussions to come.
And I read your archives the other day.. and your post about being a daddy’s girl did strike a chord. I had been one, and it was indeed a privilege to be one.
been following your blog for quite a while..and i must say i relly admire your courage..i probably would not have done the same..hehs.
do take care yeah. i will be keeping you in prayer =)
clarissa sounds fine! sweet name!
just rem to take lotsa rest..n rest..n more rest! Rem take some vitamins too!!
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