Words have failed me.
My thoughts and words just don’t connect anymore.
They just can’t flow freely as they sometimes would.
I don’t feel like chatting to friends online. I can’t seem to string a proper sentence at times. I am not able to blog, cos words had ceased to breeze through my waltzing fingers. They no longer dance. The crawl with a drag.
And yes, I can’t even put thoughts to words in email.
I just… can’t seem to sound coherent. Nor express myself with boisterous flair(not that I have much to begin with).
Perhaps, that explains the constant short posts these days that scratch the surfaces of issues lightly, but never in depth, nor any elaborated sculpture of words to bring experiences or thoughts across.
My memory is failing me too.
I just can’t seem to recall things that had happened yesterday.
Perhaps, I have intentionally eradicate my memories, substituting them with mere blanks so that nothing would haunt me, anymore.
It must be the will. Refusing the thoughts that seep through.
I know I would recall if I try hard enough, but something in me stubbornly shut it out.
I have troubles remembering.
Yet, I have troubles forgetting.
I know.
I do remember. Just that for the moment, it is less painful, to shut it like a vault.
But darn. I know myself too well. The vault is a faulty one.
Will be back tomorrow to blog. Um, about my Wednesday, Saturday and Sunday(since any other day I was spent reading and living the life of a recluse at home).
Meanwhile. What a boring but yet exciting(well, when you think about the impact it might bring next year) finish to the last race of MotoGP in Valencia.
I bet I am going to suffer withdrawal symptoms from it soon.
Alright.
Words have failed me, once again.
My thoughts, halt.
listen to some music will make you better…when you got inspiration then you can blog it. if no…then just leave it empty.
Life is quite simple, everyone will go through the path….just depends how you “walk” on it…
baby. breathe.
nothing can bring ting down. cuz ting has me and sbb. LOL. geeee.
as [A]^pRiL says – breathe Ting, breathe
i could be wrong, but i wonder if the bad eating habits + poor sleeping patterns has finally started taking it’s toll on your body – there is only so much it can take…
don’t let someone or circumstances get you down…
please do take care dear… *hugz*
there is a limit to how much you can do. take it easy, okay? chill, girl!
-cowgoesmoo go get the oxygen tank here…-
“Repeat after me… Breathe in…Breathe out…”
Ok abit wrong…
Sometimes everyone will experience this kind of feeling, as if u accidentally ‘shut down’ urself…
Irritating no doubt, but that’s how our mind play tricks with us… =)
So chill out & take a break k?
get more sleep.. it helps ur brain to remember.. =)
yslim: Yeap! that always sooth me somehow
I think I have inspiration all the time, just that i don’t know how I should express myself nowadays.
Yeap. I will walk it through.
April: Breathing hard, darling
Almost hyperventilating.
And, quite true. Sbb makes me breathe faster than I should. Wahahaha.
Ramesh: Yeap, darling. am breathing. Both things you said are indeed eating up my brain, but then they are induced by the stupid big D.
Will take care. Am taking care.
Sophie: Thanks sweets, will do. Chill too!
Cow goes Moo: Do CPR better eh?
I shut down enough liao leh. Hehe.
I want a break, but my mind refuses to give my body one heh.
Meg: Ironically, I can’t sleep anymore.
Maybe subconsciously, I don’t want to remember!
ting, if u want CPR, i can gladly perform it on u…
(young’s tongue will probably cut urs… =P)
But don’t sue me if do wrongly k? =)
(The idea of having a Cow do CPR on anything, let alone anyone, is…. yuck…slimy..)