A LITTLE OF EVERYTHING THAT DOESN’T MAKE SENSE
Harsh day yesterday.
Don’t feel like doing much blogging(or here at least).
But thanks to a very nice *cough* gentleman, who cheered me up with his deep, sexy, husky voice, for more than freaking two-and-half hours.
*Surprise surprise surprise*
Some telcom in KuchingMalaysia would be very happy with such a customer.
Not mine. Singtel gives me free incoming call.
Not bad. I managed to freak out a new pal. Hurhurhur.
I didn’t know I was THAT much a cryptic.
And I certainly didn’t expect the call.
Sorry that I am too cheapskate to split your bills. Muahahaha
Thanks. 
Much appreciated.
***
Kenny Sia loves flowerpod and wants to be a podder.
He deems it’s like eavedropping females’ conversations in the ladies.
That guy is weird perversive sensitive new age guy in the making.
***
Milan trip is cancelled.
I would have been in Milan on 28th May.
So I thought of postponing it, to 6th June.
It was supposed to be a hush hush trip.
Yet again, I couldn’t get away last minute cos something came up.
Paolo, who had offered accomodation to me would not be around for the delayed date, cos he would be heading to America for Laguna Seca MotoGP, and I have no choice but to cancel my trip.
Totally.
So, no more Milan trip for me.
How disappointing.
I really need to get away.
***
I didn’t get the assignment I had hoped to boost my income.
Strangely, it was the least disappointing of all.
***
No, I don’t think he is gonna call.
And yes, I think he blocked me.
Yes, I am paranoid.
I am sure that’s what he did.
Friends come and go.
How disappointing can that be?
***
Mr KG was online last night.
That was the final straw on the camel’s back.
It’s rather funny how a telephone conversation with an old pal earlier yesterday brought up the subject of him, and there he was, online yesterday.
I bit my lip and went on with the conversation and I am amazed how we could be so cool and pretentious about everything.
I do care much about him, really.
But is it mutual?
Will we ever meet again?
***
I don’t think I said anything wrong, cos I thought I was saying whatever that was cued in the conversation by the other 2 who were in it.
In fact, I think that was a personal opinion on my part to set the record straight.
No one had a great day, including me.
Yah, another disappointment.
We often overlook others’ despair when we are too engrossed in our own problems.
***
I get tired too.
One.
Whee.
And Two.
Wheeeeeeee.
The call came in.
And I forgot about it temporarily.
Call ended. Back online.
Third came in between the ICQ messages.
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Not enough. Tsk tsk.
I still couldn’t cry.
***
Weird dreams.
Weird, weird dreams.
Hurhurhur. Apparently, they were the only thing that cheered me up.
Remember the person I had dreamt for 3 consecutive nights?
I dreamt of him again, today.
I can’t remember if I dreamt of him yesterday, or else it would be dreaming of him for 5 consecutive days.
Not healthy.
Very unhealthy.
He didn’t appear in my dreams until morning.
How I know?
The moment he appeared, I could feel my heart fluttered.
In the dream, that is.
Suddenly.
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGG.
It was the blardy phone.
In real life.
I picked it up. McDonald’s gonna send me my breakfast at 8.45am, she said.
Cussing slightly within, I replied how I had asked for it to be delivered at 10.45am over the phone yesterday.
She apologised and hung up.
The last scene lingered in my head.
I heaved a sigh of relent.
Of all moments.
I cuddled the baby pillow tight, and pulled the duvet over me.
Within the next 5 seconds, I drifted off.
The scene was exact same scene.
The person was still standing there, just like the moment he made the entrance.
Cool. It was as if someone pressed the pause button.
The dream continued.
We were both cool and aloof to each other.
Attraction was there, but no one verbalised it.
It wasn’t the sweet, tender kind of attraction.
But something, rather, dangerous. Peppered with lotsa passion.
It was in a building, something out of my own imagination, not in real life.
Somewhere, where he works(in the dream).
But no, he wasn’t an executive.
We were staring at each other from a distant, and I shunned his intense stare.
Not possible. I warned myself. Run, run.
I didn’t.
We said hi.
And the awkward exchange of greeting kisses evolved into a lingering embrace.
Then a tender kiss.
Then there were tongues.
Then there was some sort of intimacy.
He carressed my chest.
It was as if I could feel it in real life.
Creepy.
We were scantily clad, but there was no explicit scenes involved.
So, stop your imagination before it ran too wild.
I dwelled in his embrace, and I immensed myself in each and every moment of the sinful indulgence of his cuddle.
Eyes closed.
Suddenly, someone called out to him.
It was one of the security guards, asking him about something.
I drew myself away, as if suddenly awoken, and was terribly shy.
He tried to call out to me when I teared myself away from him, stopping myself from falling further for him.
Then, the alarm rang.
10.40am.
Before I knew it, I heard the door bell.
McDonald’s is pretty on time, I reckon.
Freaky.
I didn’t expect to have such a dream.
Not with the subject in question, anyway.
Totally different from the past 3 days of dreams, which was always filled with tension but no real interaction.
Funny how the 3 days of dreams kinda build up the attraction and tension for today’s episode.
Perhaps, I should sleep right now.
At least, I get some affection and solace, from my dreams.
***
I can’t believe how much I ate.
-burp-
I wonder if they did drug my food for being a difficult customer.
It was sprints to the loo after breakfast.
***
Some many moons ago, Gracie and I attended a friend’s ROM.
I could still remember the hilarious episode when we were trying to look for a certain changi chalet.
And now, I am thrilled to know that Wilson is now a daddy!
And his little gem is sooooo lovely.
SOO SOOO SOOOO LOVELY.
I want one too.
Wow.. that is what I call vivid dreams. My dreams are much, much, much more boring.. first of all.. it is either of my house being reinivated… (It really is… and taking forever)… but yet, I love southern california.. so I can deal.. but it is stressing me out.. no kitchen, rooms a mess, dust everywhere.. acckkk….
Or the second.. work dreams… I am a project manager for a multinational (real life).. so I end up dreaming about my deadlines, my priorities and what is coming next….
Anyway, I would like to have dreams that are passionate.. but not your dreams.. being tongue kissed by a guy would give me the creeps..
::::Muahhahaha::: but if it is was a woman who was…….
My goodness, you really do know how to dream huh! So what exactly will you be doing in Milan if you don’t mind me asking? :]
Btw, if you still can’t see the face of the guy in your dream, how’s it able to get you all worked up? Sss…;}
Aiyah, the sprints to the toilet is related to how much you eat lah. heehee
I wanna have your dream.
Sell it to me!!!
I agree with California Italian.
I am sick of dreaming about my work.
I want your erotic dream.
I bid $1.00 for it.
Cali: You dreams sounded so boring I didnt even want to read it. Hahaha joking.
Well.. I would really be surprised if you enjoy dreaming being tongue kissed by a guy.
snake: I dunno how to dream one! But hahahaha after all the unpleasant dreams have such once in a while not bad ah. still can pause and play one.
I will backpack alone in Milan lor. what else? hiatus. hiatus. enjoy. watch motogp. meet up with italiano frens.
I dun understand ur last paragraph though.. cos I do see the face of the guy…
edmund: it’s more of having the runs la. pain pain kind. not over eating kind.
Wooooooo my dream? cannot la hehehe. precious. i shud go sleep more.
yo woman…dun need backpack lah.
Tell me how much you need.
Just tell me.
Then maybe you can be like the sandralious and advertise asking guys to sponsor or go with you to Milan!!!!
Good IDEA right???
Dun need to thank me.
You are welcome.
Ok, backpack huh! You do know that backpack isn’t referring to carrying just a handbag or 4 luggages in toll, right?
So for how long will you be away? Why go alone? Sss….:]
That very generous customer of the Malaysian telco must be so happy to learn that he succeeded in cheering you up. Somewhat. That third ‘Wheeee’ was unexpected though. Though he kinda suspected it.
In any case, he would have hoped that you take your mind off those things.
But I think I’ll regret it when the bill comes.
Did I say I? Oops, I meant HE.
Yeah. *cough* I heard him saying that he’s worried about you.
edmund: Wahhhh…. hahaha I would rather be travelling on my own that way
But being sponsored is not too bad an idea
Wahahaha
snake: DUH, do I seem like I don’t understand what backpack is about? *roll eyes* hahaha
No, I am not going away. Ai yooo no one ever reads my blog carefully before commenting one, is it?
Didn’t I say trip CANCELLED?!
Kenny: *cough* Malaysia Telco should get him to endorse their products man.
Unexpected yet suspected? What an irony there. Hurhurhurhur.
I am quite sure he did a good job of listening to my blabberings and -cough- adventures.
(OHOHOHHHH GUESS WHAT!! SPEAK OF THE DEVIL! I CHATTED TO HIM EARLIER!)
Thanks, just to let you know I am really okay.
No no. I mean, let HIM know, I am alright.
“Milan trip is cancelled.
I would have been in Milan on 28th May.
But I postponed it, to 6th June.”
So, am I reading it wrong that you’ll be going to Milan on the 6th Jun, huh? I maybe a MAN but I do read a woman’s words carefully. Heehee…:)
Then again, women’s words tend to have many meaning, huh? So must be 6th Jun 2006, right? Sss…~_~
I am still wondering who is the mysterious man from Kuching.
So little clues….
Definately not Kenny lah…
Too obvious if it is Kenny right?
Somemore got gf one…wait gf know he make such expensive calls sure kena one….
I suppose is california italian lah.
I always make good guesses.
Dun I?
Muahaha, I haven’t had this kind of dreams in quite a while! Notti….
Yea, its all california italian’s fault.
I think you have to put the words “I’m not going to Milan” in font size 120, bold and red in colour. Hehe.
I wish I can anyhow go on holiday too.
i might go on a road trip in states but not anytime soon, i need to slog for money. I have so many places to go in mind……And the dream u had haha kinda erotic
Wait….how does a black limbless baby even manage to speak? Your dream is weird…
snake: fine fine.. I edited the post so no more ambiguity.
edmund: *cough* Yah can’t be Kenny right? too obvious if its him lor. You very good at guesses
hisreason: Ai yooo not that i can control mah.. eh at least if I dream, won’t have mess to clear lor :X wooops.
kennysia: *nods* I agree too hehe.
jayaxe: I ALSO THINK SO AH. I think everyone has problems understanding me these days and it can be quite exasperating
kelly: Bring meeeeeeeee bring meeeee
My dream was kinda more sensual than erotic.. I wish it was erotic wahahahahaha. woops.
suspiciousbastard: HUHHH???! Where did I blog about the baby speaking?!?!?!?!?!
Darn. I am right when I said nobody understands me anymore.
Yes you confused me too!! And sorry to bore you with my dreams… Trust me it is alot of stress these days, and I do enjoy loggin in here and getting an escape
I am still shocked mcDonald’s delivers… amazing…
So anymore vivid dreams??? Seems you are longing some “tonsil hockey” sessions… I am sure there are many Singapore guys ready to get in line… ::::muahahahahaha::::
Just teasing….
People may not understand you but at least their taking the time to try & get the facts right.
Hmm! Lucky for you, you’re a female having such dreams. If a guy, like me, sure must go wash bed sheet & shower. Heehee…Sss…;)
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